I donīt want to die in a terrorist attack. I
donīt want to die due to an explosion someone caused with
the intention of creating pain, death and suffering not only
for the victims, but for their families too.
I donīt want to die in some subway station,
choking on gas attacking my nervous system, along with some
other innocent victims; victims who were just minding their
business, going to school, work, or reading about politics.
I donīt want my death to be labelled as "Collateral
Damage" or "Friendly Fire". I donīt want to be a casualty
of a political expression against our government, against
our culture, against our political relations, against our
embargos, against nothing.
Every terrorist that kills, assaults and brutalizes
innocent people is at the bottom of my list of worthiness.
Even the terrorists who arenīt considered "Terrorists"
who terrorize with bombs, tanks, guns, and the death penalty
using public funds, are also on my list of unworthiness, along
with all the other terrorists.
Those who create the law define it as well,
and wage war against terrorism, terrorizing as they go.
Eye for an Eye, Muslim for a Jew, Terrorist
for a Terrorist, Nation for a Nation, People for a People,
Family for a Family.
Itīs a war between David and Goliath, a Big
Tree vs. a Small Axe, each one using what they have, and each
one causing the same result every time: Death, Destruction,
and Terror.
So you tell me in your definition who the terrorists
are, what they look like; Turban and Dashiki, Suit and Tie,
Army Green Camouflage.
Sometimes I wonder how in a war already being
waged, without a declaration, a people so poor and helpless
defend themselves against such powerful technologically advanced
Weapons of Terror.
And then I wonder what the difference of the
end result is between a bomb exploding from a plane and using
planes to explode as bombs.
Terrorists can strike anytime and any place;
"at the time of their choosing;" "with, or without a declaration,
or resolution." Thatīs what creates the terror.
Many times the terrorists arenīt present during
the attack or commit suicide attacking, leaving no easy method
to capture and punish the guilty.
What someone does not see, does not feel or
know nearly as well as someone who sees, and therefore, knows,
and feels.
Some Nations have the "Mother of all Bombs",
and some Organizations between Many Nations have the cooperation
and intelligence to create Weapons of Mass Destruction they
Donīt Possess.
I wonder sometimes why terrorism exists. I also
wonder why the terrorist alert goes from orange to red as
the Coalition becomes closer and closer to waging war.
By the way, whatever did happen to those Weapons
of Mass Destruction?
Massive amounts of Weapons of Destruction were
dropped on Iraq.
I donīt want to die in a terrorist attack.
But then again, what am I going to do?
Stop taking the Subway?
April 14, 2004:
Well, the recent planned attacks in Madrid are,
once again, sad, confusing and difficult to understand in
the moment that they occur, or the moment that one gets word
of the news. I was in San Sebastian, the Basque Country, just
last weekend on vacation for Easter when I read that a bomb
was found on the train tracks of the Ave, Spains high speed
train that goes in-between Madrid and Sevilla. Moreover, we
went by train and were going to return on the train to Madrid.
The terrorists hadnt yet connected what might have been an
electronic detonator that would have been used to activate
the bomb just when the train was passing over. Once again,
those responsible come from an Islamic group based in Northern
Africa and tied to Al Qaeda. The very next day, a raid by
a special forces police group in Leganes, a pueblo like the
ones attacked on the 11th of March, situated outside of Madrid,
ended in a horrific scene when 5 Moroccans committed what
was a suicide defense attack b y setting off plastic explosives
attached to themselves as special forces police were breaking
into the apartment. One policeman was killed and several others
injured. The facade was destroyed in a major part of the building.
Documents were found that showed plans for another attack
similar to that of March 11th and to be carried out in the
next few days.
I know in the last e-mail I had mentioned that
I believed that Al Qaeda and its allies had no more business
in Spain. I was wrong. Now, all of a sudden, there are reported
threats of massive attacks throughout Europe. Spain is on
high alert and it feels that way. The metro is one spot that
is being heavily monitered and has been threatened. The atmosphere
is similar to that of U.S. shortly after September 11th.
It seemed that the March 11 attacks were out
of the blue, yet right now there is a high tension, especially
in Madrid, as possible future attacks are lurking. Trains
are constantly being searched (commuter trains like the ones
attacked on March 11, regional trains that arrive to Madrid,
and the Metro). There are also less people on the public transport
systems. I think the main question that everyone out here
wants answered is, why Spain? Is it the participation in the
Iraq conflict? Is it because Spain is an easy entrance into
Europe for many North-Africans with ties to Islamic terror?
Is it our western ideals and occidental culture that conflicts
and influences the part of the world across the Mediterranean?
All of these questions might have an affirmative answer.
As it turns out, many of those working for Islamic
terrorist organizations have been hiding out in Spain for
quite some time. Mentioned in Spains leading newspaper El
Pais the Algerian Mohammed Bensahkria, Essid Jami Benkhemais
from Tunisia and several others have been attracted to Spain
due to its "friendly residents" and liberal stance on immigration.
Also Spain, which has always been an isolated part of Europe
and a connecting point between North Africa and Europe, has
been the pathway through to other European countries like
France and Germany for Islamic terror networks and their finance.
It seems there has been a dormant cell of terrorist organizations
brewing the during the last decade right here in the tranquil
land of sangria and tapas. Spain has hardly had many political
enemies since the the time of Francos death. Of course it
has faced an interior mafia-like form of terror with ETA,
but never has it been an area of interest for Islamic terror
attacks. Y et countries like France, England, Italy and other
other european countries have experienced terror before: In
Rome the attempt to poison the public water in the streets
planned by the Tunisian named Saber fortunately failed; in
France the suicide attempt at the United States Embassy didnt
succeed; and in London the Algerian Merouane Benhmed, an expert
in chemical weapons, failed in his attempt to poison the metro.
Its clear the war with Iraq has had some consequences.
As I mentioned before in the previous e-mail, I had seen a
news report showing a letter from an Islamic terrorist organization
claiming that its damage in Spain would be (now its a little
more clear) halted if and when the Spanish troops leave Iraq
and refrain from alliances with the United States involving
military presence and dominance in that part of the world.
So it seems like those involved in the attacks arent waiting
for June 30th to roll around to see what Spain decides. Yet,
there always seem to be many reports of information coming
from Islamic terrorists that make contradicting claims.
With the recent footage of Japanese civilians
in Iraq threatened with knives at the throat and demonstrated
to the world through the press, it seems the message is clear;
anyone tied to any country involved in the war is at risk.
And the ball now lies on the side of the politicians to make
a decision. Countries like Spain may be seen as caving in
to pressure if its troops are pulled after an attack like
the one on March 11th. Yet Zapatero had promised to do this
before the attacks if he were to be elected. However, if the
attacks continue against innocent civilians of various countries
involved in the war, it may also be seen as an indirect, or
a direct consequence of the governments participation. For
example, during time of the invasion, it was estimated that
around 90% of the Spanish population was against the intervention.
Yet it was the working population that suffered a year later
and that faces threats on a daily basis.
In my opinion, demanding that the soldiers participating
in the war in Iraq leave, isnt too much to ask for Spain
or for Iraq. I do not back the violent methods of this demand
on the part of the Islamic terror networks, yet I canīt say
that it wasnīt foreseen. If one saw this war as illegal, it
would be hard to hold those accountable for what they see
as defending their own country. In this I do not refer to
terror attacks in Madrid or anywhere else in the world. I
refer to the defense of their own nation, that which has been
invaded and destroyed. In no way would I ever support a violent
message. But the message is being delivered, and it is easy
to look at our intervention as a major cause for somewhat
of a new global crisis that is being waged using terror. Not
only terror in the form of terrorism that we normally perceive
it to be, yet terror on the other side of the coin, which
is waged through military violence and occupation. And the
sad part is that its the civilians that suffer these consequences
more than anyone else. Innocent civilians.
March 31, 2004:
To All:
The madness of two thursdays ago is settling
a little, and Iīve been taking the train once again. The logic
is that two bombs donīt fall in the same place. The way I
see this whole thing is Al Qaeda has pretty much determined
Spainīs elections. Almost everyone out here thinks that the
Partido Popular would have won if it hadnīt been for the attacks.
Also,the reaction the Spanish citizens was quite interesting
regarding the information that the government was giving them
about ETA and whether or not it was committed by them or Al
Qaeda. Non-coincidentally, in my view, a tape was put foreward
by Al Qaeda the day before the elections claiming responsibility
for the attacks. I believe they saw Spain, and the trains,
as a vulnerable target to express to the world the consequences
that the war in Iraq will bring and has brought to those who
support it.
They attack anything related to the U.S. occupation,
such as the United Nations in Iraq, the Red Cross for Godīs
sake, and even Iraqui police officers working under the new
provisional government. I also believe this attack was a way
to remove the Partido Popular, Aznarīs government, from office,
and make their point clear that anyone who supports the U.S.
and their occupation is vulnerable.
Al Qaeda has now supposedly released a letter
stating that they have no more business in Spain if the new
government does at it has promised; that is, refrain from
alliances with the U.S. that are, in particular, regarding
occupation and military force in that part of the world (Middle
East). Yet, The credibility of this letter could be questionable.
I had thought about this right after the attack,
and I believe on Monday (15th of March, and also the first
day I was going back on the trains), it hit me. Al Qaeda has
no more reason to attack Spain again. Theyīve made their impact
and have done their damage. And now, especially, they donīt
have a reason to attack in the Cercanias train stations or
trains. There aresecurity measures that have been taken and
there are many police officers in the trains and at the stations.
The way I see it, you either get caught in a
terrorist attack or you donīt. Iīm no better off driving to
work than I am taking the bus, than I am taking the train.
At best the train is the safest of the three and I could just
as easily get in an auto-accident or struck by lightning.
Although, it is difficult mentally to remain calm on the trains.
There are a lot less people that are using the train and the
atmosphere is very quiet and humble.
Iīm glad that Zapatero has been elected and
has already mentioned That "You canīt combat terrorism with
war" and that he plans to withdraw Spainīs troops in June
if the authority in Iraq is not transferred to the United
Nations by the date promised, something I approve. Yet in
the U.S., and I even hear Kerry saying this, they donīt approve
of this idea. I say the hell with the pacts or treaties made
between Spain, England and the U.S. becaus the whole war was
illegal anyway. Also, itīs probably the best thing right now
for Spain, and itīs not like they have very many troops out
there anyway. The U.S. needs to turn to the United Nations
and begin to withdraw its military little by little. The violence
stems from our occupation. Itīs clear that we canīt leave
the Country after weīve totally destroyed it, along with its
political and economic sectors.
Yet a country like Spain, which is very much
to itself and peaceful (except Aznarīs intervention in the
war) now faces both internal and external terrorism! Why?
The Basques are nothing more than a Mafia. They
usually go after political figures, mayors, or police officers.
Their largest attack killed 21 people in a shopping center
in Barcelona. Yet, they were planning an attack in whatīs
known as the Corredor de Henares, which consists of all the
pueblos in between Madrid and Alcalá de Henares including
the two cities. Itīs also the route the trains make. Yet many
concluded that this attack was way too massive to have been
committed by ETA, although, it was committed in their style
(back-packs with bombs left on trains).
The attack on the 11th of March was intended
to bring down the frontal part of Atocha, if all the bombs
had exploded inside the train station, as planned. At this
hour, this would have easily killed 1500-2000 people. Weīre
talking another 9/11. ETA should be humbled by this attack
and hopefully this could put a halt to them for a while.
So, Bush has to go, and although Iīm not a huge
Kerry fan, Iīll take him over Bush any day. I just hope we
can all learn from this event on the 11th of March. Never
has this been something that has affected me so much. Whatever
we can do to prevent this from happening is what we need to
do. Yet we need to do it with the understanding that war is
not the solution. A war directly against Al Qaeda maybe. But
first, using diplomacy and international relations as a means
of combat.
I hope all are well, wherever they are, and
that changes are made quickly.
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