I have graduated from UCSB in
the year 2000 with a degree in Global Studies. I was born
in Brazil and immigrated to the United States with my family
at the age of 10. Coming from a Brazilian/Korean background
and later adopting the American way of life, I considered
myself to be a multinational individual. I have always wanted
to be involved with anything on an international scale;
therefore Global Studies seemed like a logical option as
a major. The story that follows is about my life and what
I did during the five years of my life after I graduated
from UCSB. I hope that you are not too busy to read this
or worse, I hope I don't bore you to death.
I remember a lecture Prof. Juergensmeyer
gave us about the working conditions in the garment district
in Los Angeles. It was about the "sweat shops"
in the manufacturing sector. That lecture hit me close to
my heart. As a child growing up in Brazil, I remember my
own mother laboring over 12 hours a day on one of those
back breaking machines for many years. Eventually she raised
enough money to buy enough machines and started her own
manufacturing business. She sewed for 15 years. Having immigrated
to the United States, she was able to leave that harsh life
behind. She opened a clothing store and prospered economically.
She seemed to have experienced the "American Dream";
within five years she owned five clothing stores and was
able to afford many luxuries. From 1989 to 1998 she spoiled
her children as best as she could. While attending UCSB,
my mother spoiled as best as any Korean mother would, and
never let me worry about money. In 2004, two things happened
which drastically changed my life. First, my mother announced
that she was bankrupt and second I graduated from school.
My first job as I entered the
"real world" was for a start-up internet company
working as a computer operator. I had looked for a job in
the international community but after a few months, I took
the first job I could get. I worked there for almost one
year, never letting go of my dreams for furthering my knowledge
of what I had learned in Global Studies. Accomplishments:
Experienced the reality of an underpaid 8 hour work day.
Did some growing up. Failures: Experienced the feeling of
hating life.
As a Global Studies major, I
had decided that I needed to go out and see more of the
world. One day I decided to quit my job and boarded on an
airplane towards France. I backpacked throughout Europe
for almost six months working part-time jobs when I could.
I remember Prof. Juergensmeyer had us memorize the map of
Europe, pointing out that a Global Studies major should
at least know the location of all major countries in the
world. Accomplishments: Saw Europe, its History and its
beauty! Met the people and experienced some of the different
cultures. Failure: None that I can think of. Europe was
an experience I will cherish for the rest of my life.
One thing Europe taught me was
that I needed to learn more about life. The people and the
customs of every country was so different from the pre-notions
I had about them that I could not help notice the bubble
in which I lived in. When I came back home to the United
States, I started work in a place I had to keep secret from
my family and friends. I was in Los Angeles, working in
the garment district. More specifically, I was working in
the manufacturing sector (the sweat shops) of California.
Perhaps it was shame that made me look for a job there.
Knowing that my mother at her old age was now bankrupt,
while I had spent over five years in Santa Barbara soaking
in the beautiful beaches of Santa Barbara County. She had
wasted so many years of her life working in those sweatshops!
Another reason I wanted to work there was because most sweatshop
owners are Koreans.
They are the people from my roots,
and I did not want to think Koreans as the people running
the sweatshops of California. Perhaps the whole sweatshop
thing could be an overrated idea blown out of proportion!
I worked in the garment district for six months. During
that time, I saw things that made me feel both happy and
also disgusted. Practically all of the workers in the garment
district are Mexican women. About 90% of them are uneducated
and can't speak English. My job there was of a manager,
with my knowledge of Spanish and Korean; I was gap between
the owners and the workers. Although I am ethnically Korean,
I relate much to the Latino community. Being born in South
America, many times I felt closer to Latinos than Asians.
Due to the circumstances of being in a sweatshop I naturally
took the side of the workers. They got paid around 10 to
20 cents for each piece of clothing they finished. On average,
they took home around $1500 every month. I was happy to
see that a few earned more than $2000 a month. (More than
I did working as a computer operator.) However, that was
rare. Many of them worked 12 hours a day and got paid much
less. (No benefits, no insurance, vacation or sick days.)
The reason they worked in such bad conditions was because
many of them were in the United States illegally.
The ones that did have legal
status didn't speak enough English nor had had the proper
education to work at a better job. The good side of the
story is that while they labored in the sweatshops, their
children were here in the United States. They were getting
an education and chances of them working in a sweatshop
like their mothers was greatly diminished. There were a
few of them with educated children that fought for the rights
of the workers. They worked hard to organize the workers
and sue the Koreans who were unreasonably bad. Yet, it was
a lost cause. Poverty always brought new workers to replace
the few willing to fight for their rights. The owners of
the sweatshops are all Korean. Many of them are immigrants
from Korea and many of them are also here illegally. The
woman I worked for was one of them. She was a nasty and
wicked woman. We hated each other, the only reason she kept
me there was because she couldn't find a replacement. She
tried to cheat the workers out of their money whenever she
could and forced all of us to work like animals by constantly
yelling in a foreign language that only I unfortunately
understood.
When I finally quit working there,
I confided in my mother of what I did. I confronted her
about the way Koreans treated their workers and she explained
to me that it was in fact a hard world to live in sometimes.
She said, "Welcome to the real world my son."
She also gave comfort in saying that there were many Koreans
who did not treat their workers bad. She told me that the
reason she was able to get out of that life was because
her workers actually helped her. There was a bond that formed
between an employer and employee even in sweatshops when
there was respect among them. My mother told me that she
always sewed together with her employees. She knew when
it was reasonable to fight for a better contract from the
big companies without losing them to another competitor.
She said that there was a bond between her workers and her
because they all had one thing in common. They all knew
that they were in some hellhole together. When she was able
to leave the sweatshop business, she gave everything to
Elizabete, one of her employees. They had worked together
for 10 years, my mother made her promise she would make
her money needed to leave and pass the baton. Accomplishment:
Learned about my roots and reported my former employer to
the authorities. She closed the business and I don't know
what she is doing right now. Failure: Can't think of a solution
to the sweatshop problem. (In California, perhaps a free
labor of movement from Mexico could ease the problem.)
After leaving the garment industry,
I was broke. I did not get paid well there. I went back
to Santa Barbara and started working at Nordstrom selling
shoes, delivered pizza, and opened a small business importing
handmade artifacts made by poor street vendors in Brazil.
I failed miserable. Accomplishments: Learned that I cannot
start a business with not enough capital nor can I try to
help the poor economically when I am struggling to support
myself. Failure: None. I learned much from the business
venture.
I have been in Korea for over
a year now. I am an English teacher. I am pretty happy with
my job. I am learning a great deal about the Asian culture
and their work ethic. I still want to do something internationally.
I really want to go back to school.
I want to become a lawyer. I tried very hard to apply what
I learned from the program as best as I could and this is
where I am today. Now, I want to go further. (Note to Global
Studies students: there are many job opportunities here
in Asia for students with a degree in Global Studies.)
Global & International
Studies Program
University of California, Santa Barbara
Room 3044, Humanities & Social Sciences Building
Santa Barbara, CA 93106-7065
Tel: (805) 893-7860 Fax: (805) 893-8003 www.global.ucsb.edu